Now, 3 months after becoming Mrs Sang i still occasionally hear questions like .... so how's married life? sometimes i just smile and say, yeah its nice - sometimes i said 'like that la'. the truth is i haven't really thought about it. HOW IS IT?
i really struggled a lot with the decision to get married. i love my 'Along' but i'm just not confident to become someone's wife. his wife. friends and family says ' don't think too much', 'just go for it', and i'm thinking 'are you kidding?'. in the end, i couldn't find an excuse not to.
getting married was a surreal experience. i don't know what i was doing, don't know what i was thinking, don't know what i was saying. DON'T KNOW what i was feeling until it all ended. then i could only be relieved. i told him we should have just eloped. said so from the beginning.
then the photos came, and there were a lot of funny flashbacks, we really couldn't regret anything and despite the many terrifying moments and some near misses, it was really something special to us because of the true family and friends that gathered around us.
the ones who celebrated with us, the one who's happiest for us and the ones that made it precious for us. i am happy that i was able to get closer to some of my old friends that through the years sort of drifted apart and i am delighted that i could enjoy new friendship that i hope to keep from now on.
there were some rocky paths in my life and i don't know if i'll ever get over them. perhaps never. but today i feel like giving thanks for all the wonderful things that have happened in my life instead.
After 12 years, i would have thought i knew everything about my 'new' husband. but i'm learning everyday that there's some parts of him that are still foreign. It feels like getting to know him all over again.
so, about that question 'How's married life'?
the answer :
Its still in progress.
i wrote all that in 5 minutes. But what i really logged on to say was.....
I'M PREGNANT.
i really struggled a lot with the decision to get married. i love my 'Along' but i'm just not confident to become someone's wife. his wife. friends and family says ' don't think too much', 'just go for it', and i'm thinking 'are you kidding?'. in the end, i couldn't find an excuse not to.
getting married was a surreal experience. i don't know what i was doing, don't know what i was thinking, don't know what i was saying. DON'T KNOW what i was feeling until it all ended. then i could only be relieved. i told him we should have just eloped. said so from the beginning.
then the photos came, and there were a lot of funny flashbacks, we really couldn't regret anything and despite the many terrifying moments and some near misses, it was really something special to us because of the true family and friends that gathered around us.
the ones who celebrated with us, the one who's happiest for us and the ones that made it precious for us. i am happy that i was able to get closer to some of my old friends that through the years sort of drifted apart and i am delighted that i could enjoy new friendship that i hope to keep from now on.
there were some rocky paths in my life and i don't know if i'll ever get over them. perhaps never. but today i feel like giving thanks for all the wonderful things that have happened in my life instead.
After 12 years, i would have thought i knew everything about my 'new' husband. but i'm learning everyday that there's some parts of him that are still foreign. It feels like getting to know him all over again.
so, about that question 'How's married life'?
the answer :
Its still in progress.
i wrote all that in 5 minutes. But what i really logged on to say was.....
I'M PREGNANT.
1 comment:
Hik Hik Hik it's about time for some new update and boy was it a big news indeed! hehehe congrats to both of you happy couple and hope to play catch up with you both sometime soon in the near future :)
big bisous!
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