i'm spacing out and thinking crazy stuff like joinin the circus. ahaha. (it wud b fun if dumbo was there!) anyhow i can't explain it, its a little bit troublesome. can't organize my work. my OCD is getting worse. so many little things to do. tch!
theres a little voice inside of me that seem to be screaming but strange that i can't make out the meanings. there are no words just sounds. i tried it out, just scream my guts out but i didn't feel any different after. oh well.
jon sang was offered a promotion. its in ipoh. i told him to go (i told him to go!!!) he's a little sad that i won't stop him. he's given his price, if he gets it then .... you kno. theres some stuff to think about. starting a new life somewhere sounds really great, but why the heck ipoh? since we're gonna be apart i might as well try and explore my possibilities elsewhere too. i'm thinkin about it. . . .
but it hurts me to detached from the hive. but since i'm the s&m type ... i guess it'll work out.
theres a little voice inside of me that seem to be screaming but strange that i can't make out the meanings. there are no words just sounds. i tried it out, just scream my guts out but i didn't feel any different after. oh well.
jon sang was offered a promotion. its in ipoh. i told him to go (i told him to go!!!) he's a little sad that i won't stop him. he's given his price, if he gets it then .... you kno. theres some stuff to think about. starting a new life somewhere sounds really great, but why the heck ipoh? since we're gonna be apart i might as well try and explore my possibilities elsewhere too. i'm thinkin about it. . . .
but it hurts me to detached from the hive. but since i'm the s&m type ... i guess it'll work out.
so. that's how it is. for now.

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