dear you who is my dearest friends,
its not something that i've just realized (you guys whine so much its hard to be oblivious, ehehe) but i've always thought about it for so long.
i don't call or write a lot, by the time i get around to missing you guys a lot of time has passed. i was asleep and i didn't notice it, once i'm awake i'll come see you. wagamama des ne. selfish, selfish, selfish.
i am really lucky to have you guys as frens, nags a lot but i can take it :) and you're always there to drag me back to earth, always reaching out to me when i stray too far and kick my ass if i needed it (just ... not too hard okay?)
sometimes i get a little distant and quiet and i know that made you uncertain, i don't really know what to tell you, that kind of thing i also don't know why but if it seems to you that i'm not thinking about you when i don't talk to you or be with you more then even if i hate to be mushy mushy about it i wanted to say it clearly at least once ... (even if neuneu will complain!)
that i carry you with me wherever i go, and thats why i never thought of being far from you even when the distance separates us. so don't be sad anymore . sorry if i've made you feel neglected or it seemed that i don't care. even if everyday i can't be with you, i'll be there for you when you need me. so find me .....
i don't know how i turned out to be such a grouchy workaholic, i used to be such a bum. i might not be all showy with my affection but i miss you guys always and i really do enjoy our little meets. i'm emotionally crippled as you well know.
i always say i'll try harder and you're probably sick of hearing it but after all its still sincere. don't give up on me ...
your truly awkward friend,
**m**
its not something that i've just realized (you guys whine so much its hard to be oblivious, ehehe) but i've always thought about it for so long.
i don't call or write a lot, by the time i get around to missing you guys a lot of time has passed. i was asleep and i didn't notice it, once i'm awake i'll come see you. wagamama des ne. selfish, selfish, selfish.
i am really lucky to have you guys as frens, nags a lot but i can take it :) and you're always there to drag me back to earth, always reaching out to me when i stray too far and kick my ass if i needed it (just ... not too hard okay?)
sometimes i get a little distant and quiet and i know that made you uncertain, i don't really know what to tell you, that kind of thing i also don't know why but if it seems to you that i'm not thinking about you when i don't talk to you or be with you more then even if i hate to be mushy mushy about it i wanted to say it clearly at least once ... (even if neuneu will complain!)
that i carry you with me wherever i go, and thats why i never thought of being far from you even when the distance separates us. so don't be sad anymore . sorry if i've made you feel neglected or it seemed that i don't care. even if everyday i can't be with you, i'll be there for you when you need me. so find me .....
i don't know how i turned out to be such a grouchy workaholic, i used to be such a bum. i might not be all showy with my affection but i miss you guys always and i really do enjoy our little meets. i'm emotionally crippled as you well know.
i always say i'll try harder and you're probably sick of hearing it but after all its still sincere. don't give up on me ...
your truly awkward friend,
**m**
2 comments:
I feel this post. Few years ago I wanted to write something like this too... but I think you expressed it way much better. :)
yea, i wanted to say more but it'd be so annoying.
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