Wedded Bliss!

kyaa! kyaa! bro got hitched!

it was a heartbreaking yet happy day at the same time. my poor brain is so abused, i slept for days. i'll post more when my fever lets up.

men of honor

should i ever get the guts to take the trip down the aisle then i would want noyod to be suffering right along with me.




i'm sorry, you being prettier than me and snatching the title of 'ms stb' just makes me wanna bully you more.

you promised!

happy birthday mom!

Egad! it was close call!
lucky i remembered and bought a cake!

since she dint wanna go out so had take-out from our favourite restaurant :) i dint wanna let this one go since i might not be able to be here with everyone like this anymore, so this year i'm gonna go all out for my family and celebrate every occasion : ) i'm making memories everyday. even with the plants, the turtles, the assassins, OB, the chimes, ehem ... my bed.

i love my bed.

happy birthday mom!

i don't need promises ...

'some people break promises for the pleasure of breaking them'

william hazlitt

'if the lord be with us, we have no cause of fear, his eye upon us, his arm over us, his ear open to our prayer, his grace sufficient, his promises unchangeable'

john newton

'being of no power to make his wishes good
his promises fly so beyond his state
that what he speaks is all in debt he owes,
for every word'

william shakepeare

............ ............. .............

'truth is beautiful without a doubt, but so are lies'

ralph waldo emerson

'i must stand up in search of the truth, if i don't i only roll with the flow of the lies and make it stronger'

anon

Settling Down ...

as you well know we've been kicked out of the studio. how sad.



this druggie will need to ask my permission to leave his seat :)

we're at least happy we get to be together :p

hey, that reminds me of that old song 'bahagia bersama - sama .... bla bla bla ...' oh yeah, the ayamas song! he he he!

but its not so bad up here too ... check out the view from our shared window.

not exactly sea view is it ... but we know its there .... and we see a lot of random characters wandering around ... not bad entertainment!

we finally gotten around to buyin stuff with our gift voucher that we got as a prize for the treasure hunt! uhuhu, yummy!

i guess theres no cause to complain .... i only need to get use to the persistent chatter around me ... actually it makes me somewhat lonely. oh well.

lotsa stuff been happening and i'm friggin behind in all, but i'm surviving, eventho it was really heart breaking .....i'm sorry for worrying you guys , even devils may cry.

i'll just try harder ...

Otaku Post

OHSHC
Awwww! Mori's omake is sooo kiiuuuut! heh heh! my type!
ugah! its so long to wait what will happen next!

OP
hell yeah lotsa action happening and chibi luffy is so damn kiuuut! heh heh. but damn, why no ace update? and noyod's been catching up so we can start the otaku talk!

Bleach
i've been neglecting ichigo since i can't stand the slooooow drama unfolding but noyod tells me its heating up i gotta go read up!

Yaoi
i've been peeking into it lately since nano~chan sent me some manga. at first i was .... how do i say it ? shocked? emmm, no but reading the more less violent stuff i find that its often very thought provoking ... which is something different from what i usually like in manga. but in a way ... its gotten me hooked, the guys around me are agog and in horror that i'm reading such stuff and that i wanted to 'discuss' it with them. heh heh, i'm just bein the usual curious self ~ they always head for the nearest exit. but seriously, its very interesting, i've been learning lotsa stuf .... ...

what the ???

whats the deal with the fuckin rumors? its gotten so bad that the entire nation freaks out! the traffic was so bad and all we could get out of it was an empty gallon! dats brother punya kepintaran la! its actually a funny story but i don't know how to .... fufuufu ..its too funny!

it created massive traffic jam and a nuisance to the people who really needed to fill up. like us!! crap, wasted a lot of time yesterday! time is valuable people!

please don't let it happen again ...

on another note i manage to take a scary photo because of that incident. take a look ...

....... dint i say so ....... we were scared to get out of the car ....

mother's day vs father's day

don't the mommies look cute and all happy?



we had a private dinner for father's day, can't stand my uncles blubbering :) (grown man crying, i can't face i tell ya!, i'm really glad i was outta town that time!) and another brawl might break out : p

air supply show

last night was great!

i'm not saying i'm hardcore about them but i've always enjoyed their music. the drummer rocked too! altho my seat was kelas kambing, (in fact its the last row), but i don't mind so much cos we at the back were all standing on the chairs anyway!

i did not take any pic cos it was not allowed as stated in the tics, but many people were clickin away despite the organizers best effort to curb it and now i regret it. jon sang took a shot too. i'll post it sooner or later :)

i'm all outta luv right now, so i better shaddup!

green grass of home ...

well....
i spose i shud quit moping ...
its been weeks after all ....
its not the easiest thing having a whole chunk of your life disappear just like that .. or at least that's how i'm feeling. i've lost so many things lately ... its makin me sick.

so i thot i'd post some greens from home from time to time .... now i'm off to air supply affair!

he joins the club

the cat is out of the bag! its a big shock to everyone i'm sure! bro is engaged! welcome to my club!



welcome to the family clare! heh heh.


it went well, i was nervous as i was @ my own engagement ... my bro looked calm (*O*) how do they do it!?!



cos the ketua kampung din bring his secrectary, i was temporarily appointed assistant. hmm, i dun want to do this kind of job, its rough.



kura kura dlm perahu, dun they just piss you off? hmpf!




love the cakes from strawberry! they're the best! the food that day was great too. who's the cook?



take this and in return .. give us clare!!! hahahah



sign your life away in an instant. i almost cried when i had to do it. i bet you wanna know how much ... ... ...



they look good together. almost like each other.

somehow my bro seemed different that day. a side of him that i never saw. he's growing up and its a bit lonely to think that he has a life of his own and from now onwards he'll belong to someone else.

some goodies and the all important engagement ring. there was a little story about this, we spent countless hrs looking for greenish stuff for clare cos lil bro sed she likes green.

it was only after the engagement that clare told me .... 'no.... i don't like green??!'

i wonder if i shud kill my brother? baka otoutou~san, at least think of your poor sister sometimes!

Oh OB~Chan!

he's too funny!

i was chatting with him a lil while ago wen he suddenly ran off to chase off a white cat. he was a lil stupified when the cat didn't seem to be afraid of him altho 'the buluh' all naik atas. they were just staring dumbly at each other with the cat hissing and showing claw ... perhaps he took to heart our vigorous scolding after he bit that dude ... cos he ... suddenly peed (pied? peeded?) on the cat! and the nutcase cat just stood there! ahahahah!

too funny!

anyway, tonight is Mother's Day, so we're having the aunts @ home for some makan makan and cake. pictures later k!

Kinarut Mansion

Its been hecka long time yo!



this place brings out memories! i think i was still in high school the last time (actually the 1st time and only time before now) i was here.



its changed a lot. i really preferred how it was before! with the tangled and twisting vines and with dense forest surrounding it.



it was way more creepy then but this kinda reminds me of the yellow brick roads :p



according to history it used to belong to some rich OP long time ago, but don't quote me. although i shot this place as part of the heritage rediscovery project i was too into my photography to hear what the caretaker had to say. typical me huh?



still i like it. not so mysterious as before but i really like old places :)

no more hate mails!!!

nyaaaaa! i'm sleepy!

alright, i get it! its been a rough couple of weeks! give me a break!

first of all OB~Chan is bad!!! he bit someone recently and i had to pay hush money! actually just sent the dude to a doctor ... but its good to know that OB~ Chan is a great guard dog! that 'person' who got bitten was actually passing by the back gate and was antagonizing OBS. so, take that!

mom's been kinda down cos sister has moved to KL and i've been spending sometime after i got home from work just to listen to her nattering on. on a happier note sister is coming back end of this month. OB and mom is missing you!

i'm sorry that i didn't have time to miss you cos i'm so damn tired! this last couple of days are the worst! its a Saturday and i'm in the office doin some paperwork and housekeepin. heh ... tomorrow i have a 7am photoshoot.

but its all good cos on monday i'll be goin para sailing as an opening for the commonwealth conference on Sports Tourism!! yay! its a reward for the 30o invitation cards that i made for this event!

other than that the schedule look boring but damn tight ... so bear with me K!

oh btw, my laptop crashed so i'm not so connected to the net lately, even in the office i'm too harried to bother.

later guys!

i'm a shitty fren

dear you who is my dearest friends,

its not something that i've just realized (you guys whine so much its hard to be oblivious, ehehe) but i've always thought about it for so long.

i don't call or write a lot, by the time i get around to missing you guys a lot of time has passed. i was asleep and i didn't notice it, once i'm awake i'll come see you. wagamama des ne. selfish, selfish, selfish.

i am really lucky to have you guys as frens, nags a lot but i can take it :) and you're always there to drag me back to earth, always reaching out to me when i stray too far and kick my ass if i needed it (just ... not too hard okay?)

sometimes i get a little distant and quiet and i know that made you uncertain, i don't really know what to tell you, that kind of thing i also don't know why but if it seems to you that i'm not thinking about you when i don't talk to you or be with you more then even if i hate to be mushy mushy about it i wanted to say it clearly at least once ... (even if neuneu will complain!)

that i carry you with me wherever i go, and thats why i never thought of being far from you even when the distance separates us. so don't be sad anymore . sorry if i've made you feel neglected or it seemed that i don't care. even if everyday i can't be with you, i'll be there for you when you need me. so find me .....

i don't know how i turned out to be such a grouchy workaholic, i used to be such a bum. i might not be all showy with my affection but i miss you guys always and i really do enjoy our little meets. i'm emotionally crippled as you well know.

i always say i'll try harder and you're probably sick of hearing it but after all its still sincere. don't give up on me ...

your truly awkward friend,
**m**

what the ????

wined and dined last nite @ shenanigans + little italy respectively with hubbs and yo II and her mates.

emmm ... has the clubbin scene change so much since i've retired my dancing shoes? gawd! its so dead last nite and it was a friday nite no less. i bailed out at 11. and i thot i could paint the town red and give my shoes the workout. sori the dj + band sucks so bad. the drinks bad too! i mixed drinks better! i shud just stay home with my good fren chivas. WHAT THE???

anyhow, i just wanted to hangout with the girls for once, its kinda weird. ehehe. yo II is moving KL, so i thot to spend some time before she goes early may.

now, talking about moving .... sister quit her job and is also making the move, much earlier than yo II. heh, everybody is moving away. i won't be surprise anymore. so ray, take care of my sister or i'll be knockin on your door in sentul with my roach killer.

oh yeh, bro is finally accepted as a trainee at my org, after i drop my 'water face' and ask for a personal favor from GM! gawd, wat'll i'll do wen she calls on that favor! Dad also bugged Goldie about it so in the end they gave up and just gave bro the green flag.

i'm right in front of the tv and watching af. so i shud mention a lil bit about it.

boring.
alif, toi and faisal.

forever lame crybaby. wanabe cute.
saida. ok la tu ... (pukes)

the greats.
stacey, nadia, mama rina.

could be great. work on it dude!
stanley, ris.

the forgetables.
nubhan. ( doesn't he look like alim? bwahahaha)

ok fans, don't kill me, its only my own messed up thinking. u can think ur own way. just don't tell me. ehehehe.

thats all. wanna enjoy my 2nd plate of spaghetti! nite!

Don't Call My Name In Your Sleep ...

don't whisper to me your love
don't touch me with gentleness
don't look at me with eyes full of hope

i am full of hurtful thorns
i am only poison to you

why do you stick so close?
do you like it so much the path to eternal sorrow?

then so be it.
my name is ... sadness.

TOB

i can't get enuff of this place! (eee-yuck, i learned that from yahya!)



i talked so much about this place you gonna puke already if i say more.



its just that for this issue of nanyo elite we were spose to 'enjoy the glorious sunset at the tip of borneo' a.k.a 'land's end'. so here we are. but its not guaranteed at all since the weather is super unpredictable. the clouds didn't let us 'enjoy it' that day.



i think i've never said this before but the feelin (feeeeelin!) up there is a little bit eerie at this time of the day. words can't explain it so i won't try. why don't you guys try hanging out there on an evening when the full moon rises. its beautiful on the way back, you can catch playful peeks of the moon in the sky between the coconut tree's silhouettes .

: )

so finally i can start to post 'in the pursuit of heritage' road trip that we had some weeks ago. ehehe, sorry for the wait!!

its the beaches Kulanbu & kelampunian

i love the mountains and the beach equally but i'd rather live by the sea and have vacation on the mountain!!

so i'm totally a beach bum!

here's two of my favourites...i've raved on them before so i won't say much, just eye candy!



of these two beaches, i'm more into kulambu. sometime ago i heard that a really expansive time sharing villa was being built along the twin beaches of kulambu and i feared it'd be a private beach, but luckily they built it further along the stretch so we can still visit!



some years ago i caught a jellyfish here while snorkeling ... or rather it caught me. hence the souvenir on my back. oh well, one more won't matter!



theres a lot more traffic at Kelampunian, and usually during weekends theres lots of picnickers. wish i lived nearby, i'd be comin over everyday!

that's a dolphin's skeleton by the way. it washed to shore. i was told. ?



while kulambu is more exclusive, kulampunian is sorta like free - for - all and has a cluster of abodes alongside the road right up to the tip.



and since kulampunian leads to the tip of borneo, its not really a road less traveled anymore.



feel like cavorting in the sea? invite me will ya! Tip of borneo is next!

crossroads

lately i have the strangest feelin ...

i'm spacing out and thinking crazy stuff like joinin the circus. ahaha. (it wud b fun if dumbo was there!) anyhow i can't explain it, its a little bit troublesome. can't organize my work. my OCD is getting worse. so many little things to do. tch!

theres a little voice inside of me that seem to be screaming but strange that i can't make out the meanings. there are no words just sounds. i tried it out, just scream my guts out but i didn't feel any different after. oh well.

jon sang was offered a promotion. its in ipoh. i told him to go (i told him to go!!!) he's a little sad that i won't stop him. he's given his price, if he gets it then .... you kno. theres some stuff to think about. starting a new life somewhere sounds really great, but why the heck ipoh? since we're gonna be apart i might as well try and explore my possibilities elsewhere too. i'm thinkin about it. . . .

but it hurts me to detached from the hive. but since i'm the s&m type ... i guess it'll work out.

so. that's how it is. for now.